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AArrgghhh… i realised sumthin! i dat i dont really realise enough to even realise whats to be realised… Time is running out… so? go with da flow… dammnn i feel very mindly tired to think…  hmmmm…

Read some other guys blog, he is a singaporean..( http://dengansecarakebetulan.blogspot.com/ )well kept mind and uncanny mindblogs… nice words used… very2 detail yet so simple… he’s a rapper from SG… they have good activities over the other side…they have gatherings called "Speakeasy"… introducing hip hop to the nation… bringing the youth up with safe surroundings… thats a good effort.. a really2 good effort… why dont we urge the govvies who are just sittin n doin nuthin to look into the youth’s problem… why they become problematic… why they rebel against the cause… the cause to unite.. to be a fuckin NATION for the sake of humanity… bond with each other… why must there be racist? fascist? dammnn… from my POV, tha hiphop culcha in Msia is safe… smooth lyrics and good favours done to the beats… theres no cussing or swearing… take Too Phat… C Loco… Phlowtron… dammnn, wished i was one of tha phamily so i could spread da groove and be a saviour… the msian youths need an awakening… let them breathe in tha flava… darrnn… what happened to our BROTHERS? wheres all tha SOULJAHS? the word in RE-AWAKENING of tha clans.. merge into one big family and sweep the streets… "Black vans with guys in black Timb’s" … be a souljah…

Those are the pamplets…. darrnn good activities for a good cause… they perform at libraries… we could pull this off at istana budaya or actors studio ao MATIC with ease… wheres all tha playas? rhyme till u drop… its like poetic hip hoppin which will appeal to all stages of ages and diffrent type of mindsets… lets br true… Beats Society proudly presents Speakeasy September Featuring Ishmael from Public Eyez, Hafiz from Pinholes, Freaky Z, Syed&Sheikh, Artchitex, Psykelecticz and Richard. Speakeasy is a Poetry Slam with a twist. We’re introducing the rappers to some rock lyricists and ‘Mat Rockers’ to Hiphop. We’re playing down the tempo, and upping the game of word play. If you always thought Hiphop was just beats, bring a dictionary, just in case. Catch performers from upcoming rap groups, and join in the interactive sessions.

A shout out to tha owner of tha blog i used info, thanx.. lets make tha world a better place!

huhuhuhu… nick baru kat toophat.com.my…. ader forum la plak… tp x ramai org pon… huhuhuhu…. hmmmm… Yey yey, baby belikan CD Too Phat Rebirth Into Reality… sosudah lamo den merantau soluroh key ell mencari baru la dapek…. huhuhuhuhu.. "Support our local music scene" kata bapaku setelah dia membeli CD mawi yg ori… huhuhuhuhu… meggi mawi pon dier beli…. nanti nak gi jalan TAR arr, nk carikkan dier kad raye mawi… huhuhuhuhu… Hari sabtu aritu cat umah… sebelah depan….. manyak cun wooo…. kaler baby blue…. nampak cerah la depan tu… jiran sobolah pon puji den…. huhuhuhuhu… tgh cat dgr plak cine sebelah umah nih pasang CD too phat rebirth nih… giler arr… terrer arr too phat… huhuhuhu… cine pon dgr gak… huhuhuhu… spt biase redza "menolong" merosakkan situasi… seploh menet pertame jer dier buat btol, pastu abess dier belasah cat rate2…. huhuhuhuhu… yaper daa ja… kang memer karate kang baru tahu…. cat ngan ubayd….. ngan abil…. baba dok kat dalam… dok amik gamba sane-sini…. biase arr kamera baru…. kodak 5.0 mp… seronok dier…. tu x lame lg mesti dier amik yg 6-7 mp sbb x puas zoom detail…. huhuhuhu… sue ngan abil dok tolong umie masak kat dapur…. umi masak nasi tomato ngan ayam masak merah ngan daging kurma yg sedap gile babas naik lori nyerr… adoooiii lapo la plak skang nihh….. hmmmm… arinih mak angkat kitorang selaku owner restoran yg kitorang slalu beli tu nk buatkan roti jala setelah mendapat permintaan khas dari Zaimtektronik… huhuhuhuhu… ari sabtu tu satu ari busy… jadi x jadi jalan ngan baby… tahu baby buat ape the whole day sabtu tu? T I D U R…. dgn tenang jer… huhuhuhu.. org lain sumer sebok… dier tido jer… tp ade gak la tolong2 umi pastu tolong cat2 skit…. huhuhuhuhu… ape daaaa baby….. x senonoh…. ari ahad gi jalan2 ngan bay kat area2 sg wang… x beli paper pon… beli charger ngan keypad P800 ku…. murah jer kat low yatt… kat tmpt lain mahal nak mamposs…. pastu bli travel charger… lupe nak beli skreen protektah… hmmmm… ape lagi ekk… KARTELLO HELLO!!

Hmmmm… I have A LOT OF WORK… but still want to write my blog… Yesterday my Naddya Busyuk sent me a few songs… but the one that stayed in my playlist and had been played 20 times a day was…..

PETERPAN - Mimpi Yang Sempurna

Intro : Em C G D (2x)

Em C G
Mungkinkah bila kubertanya
D Em
Pada bintang-bintang
C G
Dan bila ku mulai merasa
D Em
Bahasa kesunyian

Int : Em C G D

Em C G
Sadarkah aku yang berjalan
D Em
Dalam kehampaan
C G
Terdiam, terpana, terbata
D Em
Semua dalam keraguan

C G D Em C
Aku dan semua yang terluka
G D
Karena kita…

Reff I:
Em C G D Em
Aku kan menghilang.. dalam gelap malam
C G D
Lepas ku melayang..
Em C G D Em
Biarlah kubertanya… pada bintang-bintang
C G D
Tentang arti kita.. dalam mimpi yang sempurna

Int : Em C G D (2x) Em

C G D Em C
Aku dan semua yang terluka
G D
Karena kita…

Reff II:
Em C G D Em
Aku kan menghilang.. dalam gelap malam
C G D
Lepas ku melayang..
Em C G D Em
Biarlah kubertanya… pada bintang-bintang
C G D
Tentang arti kita..

Kembali ke : Reff I

Coda : Em

This song is really smooth and heart touching… like Semua tentang kita, Bulan Kedua… and lots more la…. hmmmm… Miss my baby la as usual… dunno la why… hmmmm.. ok la readers, sorry coz no time to write…. bubbye… take care!!

Ayyo… wussup ma homies, greetings to all the angels who have enlightened my life.. my peeps who i luv and who luv me.. ma ish’lin peeps who blaze and gotta keep on blazin… ma homie Ash Gizeh who be rollin with da Rizzla… chill cuzz… Huhuhuhuhu…. Greetings earthling, we come in spliffs!

This weekend was fully full with activities.. Arrived in Kay Tho Tha Ell friday evening, broke fast at home with ma pham… ate Fried macaronies… then later went out to chill with ma clubbies… huhuhuhuhu… ma brakes got ish’ed so had to hook up with Ash-alicious and flew to Bukit Jelutong… had good times with ma bro in da car…. huhuhuhuhu… updated ourselves… then later after it all ended went to Up town with Orange Skinkystar, Missy Miss Naddya and Lil’ Sistah (kak cik)…. huhuhuhuhu… went home at 445 am… damnnn…. huhuhuhuhu…. Saturday went to tha wurk shop (Kedai Botak No 2, kat tmn leng seng… lagi satu MRR2, kat pandan) with Zaimlution to repair my brakes and service my car…. spent 3++ that day… then went to change my radio…. now zaim’s ride has a radio, no need to sing la anymore kawan… huhuhuhuhu… Umi cooked one of my favourite dish…. Soto ayam.. it’s was dammnnedd delicously ill… dammnn… wish i could ‘tapau’ and bring back to JB… huhuhuhuhu… I really like my Umie’s dishes…. i think it’s her "air tangan"… if she only cooked fried eggs also i can belasah 2 paltes u know… huhuhuhuhu… really love her… mmuuaaahhh… miss my dad too… did’nt have time to sit and chat with him… hmmmm… redza got a new pair of Nike shoes… and a few shirts and jeans… and dont worry, he knows what brands are expensive… so he "pau" only my dad… huhuhuhuhu… My crib seems to look and feel nicer… a lot of improvement… next week gotta buy a tin of paint, i have to paint the front of my house… hmmmm…. Later dat nite went out with my bro…. went to see my friends from college.. just wanted ubayd to get along with people… then we strolled to town and had a long talk about him and and what he wants in life… Baba, he wants a scooter la.. dont buy him the ‘rempit’ bikes, not socially safe la… hmmmm….

Sunday… woke up late…. Baba Umi and Redza already went out to alamanda… Took my bath and went to pick my precious lil’ baby boo at her college… she had to go to "Kem Ibadah"…. huhuhuhuhuhu… I like to see her wearing tudung… really2 cute… She wore a blue Baju Kurung with checkered bottom. Hmmmm… felt really calm when i saw her face… it was something i really liked but unexplainable…. then felt really good inside when i played with her hair and face… she has a really cute nose… I really2 love my babygurl… then had to go to PJ to pick up her wallet which was left with her classmate…. then we shot off to Kay To Tha L Double C…. booked for 9 seats at nandos… for Me, Baby, Ubayd, Abil, Sue, Nurdee Nad, Lil’ Kakak, OrenGalaxy and Pa’an NightCrawler.. Then went jalan2 inside KLCC…. huhuhuhuhu… After buka puasa headed our own ways…. baby bought a new perfume… CK summer for women or sumthing…. the smell gets nicer as it stays on the skin longer… mmuuaaahhhh….. Then baby bought a bottle of perfume for me too… Hugo Boss MEn In Motion…. the metallic green coloured bottle… huhuhuhuhuhu… then went back to JB later dat nite with my office mates….

Okay la… untill next time… stay tuned folks… kartello Hello…

Sheesh when i swish…. Droppin bombs like a phlow droppa.. Hustlin like i own this city.. walkin da walk and talkin da talk.. crazy ish’lin and stopped da sippin but still still blazin and blazin…. Who kid wanna a piece of this repperfectionist, betta be prepared for sum gut bustin… Its ur mistah on da crazy dropped down jeans wearin his cap pimply delicious… and not forgettin dat fine nine on his backline….

Kegempakan dunia hip hop Malaysia bergegar lagi…. why listen to others when u can listen to da illest?  Selepas kehilangan Too Phat dari dunia muzik, muncul group2 lain yg mengikut jejak mereka yang bermodalkan lagu2 funky dan nota2 cinta….. Kini mereka kembali…. Dgn muzik dan beats yg lebih smooth dan universal, mereka menyembur perkataan yg penuh makna dan ketersuratannya mendalam…. Respek gilerrrr….. sape dah beli Album tu mmg xkan rase rugi arr…. sumer best… I personally like Crazy 88… sebuah lagu epik gangstar yg boleh dinobatkan setaraf dgn lagu2 50 cent and Jay Zee… Cassidy pon nganga arr kalau kene drop ngan lagu nih… dgr lirik dier betul2… this is an open diss to all the haters out there… best beware coz Kartel is out on da loose… They call themselves the crazy 88… wanna know why? HA ha ha ha… respect brothas all ova… "To err is human, but to forgive is divine"…

  This is a tribute to ma homies, Mista Malique and ma bro Joe Flizzow… Still waiting for ur rebirth tho’… All tha thugs out there, beware… Kartello Hello!! A new breed of souljahs is on da move… Gilerr nyer aku minat kat too phat nih, nk kate aku poyo ker hape ker suke arr hati korang weiiii…. derang ni la yg telah memartabatkan scene hip hop mesia nih… aku ingat lagi zaman aku mude2 dulu, follow beb gig2 derang nih… mesti besh nyer… dulu2 lagu derang kinda funky feel, pastu start wat lagu luv/hatred yg bernas… dan skang nih kite tunggu jer album baru derang The Rebirth, ade 30 lagu beb… knape "30" lagu? Malique siap gi bertape kat Bali tu nk wat album nih.. lagu2 derang aku percaye akan lebih soulful and deep winded meanings… mesti food for soul arr… pasal kehidupan, kematian, kemunculan, kehilangan…. penderitaan dan kegembiraan… hmmmmm.. Weekend nih baby kene gi Ibadah Camp arr plak, x dpt spend time ngan dier…. bole aku gi usha2 harge brg keter nagn Nizam Beruang Polarlicious… nih Zaimtektronik mesti nk gi pasang alarm…. hmmmm… Jumaat mlm tu dgr citer ade photoshoot utk majalah Extreme, tp aku x dpt nk konfirm sbb webforum kelab aku downsyndrome…. nanti2 arr aku call bebudak tuh… leh bwk adik2 aku jalan2…. UUUwwwwwaaaaaaaa…… smlm umi masak sambal udang kegemaran aku, tp aku x dpt nk makan…. sedih giler… dh 2 minggu aku ngidam… umi cakap nanti sabtu dier nk masakkan…. huhuhuhuhu… manyak syokkk woooo….. smlm buke mkn kuih ngan minum jer dh kenyang…. pastu isap rokok…. pastu mandi…. pastu rents… pastu aizad ajak gi carik dvd game n ceriter… Transporter 2 besh siottt…. tp dvd rosak tgh jalan… and as assumed, semakin merepek skill2 dier.. skang mamat tu pakai audi A4 RS, rim 19…. pastu tgk citer lords of dogtown…. yg tu abess tgk… ok arr gak… pastu main game Mortal Kombat Shaolin Monk, bole main adventure 2 org…. besh gak arr gameplay and graphics, 7 out of ten arr aku kasi…."RINDU KAT BABY BUSYUK"…… balik keje nk layan movie arr sementare tunggu buke… huhuhuhuhuhu.. Mesti baby call nanti, huhuhuhuhuhu… Sian dier rindu kat kiter… dier rindu kat kakak dier gak tu… syian dierr… Tp xper, i ade kan baby, family i anggap u r a part of us already… kak nad awak pon syg awak… mmuuaaahhhh… Nad, kem salam kat kak cik ehh…. ckp kat dier stay tough, kitorang ader… nape dier x online dh? dh… keje bnyk nih… keje melambak2… gaji x berbaloi ngan keje… ok arr… bubbye…

Too Phat feat Siti Nurhaliza

Dua Dunia

Siti Nurhaliza
Kau selalu di hati
tak ku dekati
dua dunia kita berbeza (2x)

Mista Malique
Cinta itu buta
dan juga boleh membutakan
melukakan dan sukar untuk kita lupakan
Aku cinta padamu
(Aku cinta padamu)
hanyalah ungkapan
luahan yang jarang bermakna bila diucapkan
Ini pula cerita cinta sang pujangga
bukan arjuna sita
bukan cinta dan rangga
Mungkinkah khayalan akal mainan minda
Atau lamaran puitis
dengan hasrat yang indah
Kau selalu di hati
(Kau selalu di hati)
tidak ku dekati
sentiasa ada mata jahat yang memerhati
Tapi ku tak runsing
tidak mungkin rindu
ku pusing lihat wajahmu di setiap penjuru

Senyuman di kaca
kisah mu ku baca
Perjuangan kita sama duka mu ku rasa
(Perjuangan kita sama duka mu ku rasa)
Aku pasrah saja pada yang Esa
Kerna ku tahu (Kerna ku tahu dua dunia)
Dua dunia kita berbeza

*repeat Siti Nurhaliza verse

Too Phat
Suka di kala malam termimipi-mimpi
(termimipi-mimpi)
Rindu di kala siang mencari-cari
(mencari-cari)
Kasih sebenar tidak bertukar
tidak sebentar
walau dipisah lautan direnangi gelora
Dan kadangkala
hanyut bagaikan buah ara
malu sering bersua tapi jarang bersuara
Kenapa bercinta
jika kesudahannya pasrah
Kerana bila dilamun indahnya tidak terkata
Tersimpan hasrat
tiada siapa yang mengerti
Harapan menggunung sampai penghujung dinanti
Dipegangkan janji
tetap ratu di hati
Dengan izin tuhan kan bersama kapan hari pasti
Sabar menanti
Kesabaran diuji
Berdoa dalam sujud sejadah ditangisi
Aku pasrah saja pada yang Esa
Kerna ku tahu
Dua dunia kita berbeza

*repeat Siti Nurhaliza verse

Too Phat & Siti Nurhaliza
Perjuangan seni kita tidak berpenghujung
Jangan tinggal batu bernama tak berpengunjung

Joe Flizzow
Cabaran menikam
kau tidak pernah bermurung
Tetap tersenyum
walau kesedihan menyelubung
(walau kesedihan menyelubung)
Bukan rupa paras mu yang jadi ukuran
Atau suaramu yang jadi bahan tuturan
Ku bukan mahu hubungan tapi kejujuran
Hadiah sepatah dari mu satu kesyukuran
(sepatah dari mu satu kesyukuran)
Tapi bila bertentang mata
tidak terbentang kata
(Kata apa saja)
iya tapi tentang apa
(iya tapi tentang apa)
Wajah mu yang cantik
Manis lagi
Senyuman sepasti mentari timur tiap pagi
Realiti sukar diatasi
Tapi kesudahan indah harus bermula dengan fantasi
(Fantasi)
Ku rasa terhoyong-hayang
Antara dua dunia
(Antara dua dunia)
Biar khayalan ku melayang
(Biar khayalan ku melayang)

*repeat Siti Nurhaliza verse

  We meet again….. to avid readers thanx 4 ur support (2 org je kot yg slalu bace)… huhuhuhuhu… Hmmmmmm… Mmmuuaahhh, rindu kat baby kiter… syg dier…. rindu kat bebudak kelab…. naddylicious gurly murly, orengeleksi antartikus, pian e-ce-ke-ess, pikamerah a.k.a abg manje, ijaxx misteri, zax pria terhebat dan macam2 lagi kawan2 aku….. huhuhuhuhu… Zul Ayam… Mezzy… ramai arrr…. hmmmm… Ari sabtu gi shopping ngan Baby, penat gile nak mati tahap cipan…. gilerr arr… sehari suntuk jalan kat OU… kuar umah kol 10 pagi balik kol 12 lebih… buka puase ngan family kat MZ Kg Baru… tempat makanan kelantan… ayam percik ngan gulai kawah dier sedap…. huhuhuhuhu.. pas makan Umi ajak gi shopping plak, padahal kaki nk tetanggal nih… huhuhuhu.. gagahkan jugak sbb She is my MUMMY, I would do anything she wants…. Penat die bwk aku 9 bulan dlm perut… pastu lahir je menyosahkan…. huhuhuhuhu… RINDU KAT UMI…. mak aku hati baik… syg giler kt dier… peramah… Mlm tu gi sogo, die beli baju lawa2, huhuhuhuhu… pastu gi beli henbeg, sekali due daaaa dier beli, satu nk wat raye lg satu nk wat gi kedai… nk pakai hari2… pastu ngan wallet skali…. huhuhuhuhuhu… Dapat bonos baba aku kasik…. kat umah plak macam2 bapak aku beli…. Sofa baru n meja TV baru (Lorenzo), aku nk letak kaki atas sofa pon kene marah, wakakakaka… kapet ala2 anemonea (tmpt Nemo tinggal) kaler purple which compliments the walls…. pastu kotak2 cd ala2 accentric… ranting2 kayu kat ikea… rak basikal… ape tah lagik dier beli ngan mak aku… Bapak aku ske gi ikea, ade jer idea dier nk bikin rumah tu… syokk sb die ske DIY… rak2 stor aku sumer custom made by him, respek arr…. huhuhuhuhu… Kemabli kepada kisah "Babyku Gila Membeli Belah"…. abis dier borong… kalau boleh ngan parking2 tu skali dier nk beli…. huhuhuhuhu… ade satu baju seed ker padini tah… lawa giler, x sabar nk tgk die pakai…. sayang kat dier… huhuhuhuhu… die beli baju levis yg comel… pastu baju aper ekk B, yg london new york tu.. ade kepak angel kat blkg… hmmm… baju lawa x semestinya mahal… ade satu kedai tu, baju lawa2 x mahal pon… fabrik kualiti…. jeans dier pon lawa, baru 100 lebih skit… nanti aku tanyer busyuk aku… mesti nad nak gi kan nad… muuaahh… Jumpe DFLY ari tu… die tgh break kerje…. pastu jalan2 lagi… Beli CD Too Phat yg kaler silver tu… ori tau, mahal tapi puas!! Support Our Local Scene!! nih nak tunggu album baru derang kuar … aku ingat nak jadi rappers gak arr… nk join derang…. tp aku bole nyanyi ngan tulis lirik jer arr… huhuhuhuhuhu… ngan menari ala2 cipan keperitan…  huhuhuhu… HIPHOP Scene Malaysia semakin mantap..AKU SUKE SIOTTTT!!! Baby pon layan jer ape nak… baby belikan Belt Pouch Jansport, mahal nk mampos tp aku teringin sgt2….. so dier belikan… huhuhuhu… pastu dpt tshirt adidas 2 lai ngan Giordano selai… gio tu gamba mickey, kiut baby cakap… huhuhuhuhu… nk carik selipar leather plak pas nih… hmmmm… nanti nk gi jln lg ngan baby… nk belikan jam ngan perfume… Baby dh tau blom nk perfume ape? MMMUUUUUUAAAAHHHHHHH… dah, aku ade bnyk keje nih.. huhuhuhuhuhu

Uwwaaaaa….. sedih….. nak my mum gaks… nak bukak pose ngan baba… ngan abil… nagan ubayd… ngan doremon kenit… cedih… sayu… hiba…. Pagi2 bangun dah sedih… xde sape nk sahur.. sib baik ade Zaim, sahur ngan dier… makan roti cicah melo…. pastu isap rokok laju2… huhuhuhuhu… pastu titonn… semalam Johor cuti.. so bangun kol 11….. huhuhuhuhu.. amndi pastu main game… pastu tgk tv paastu tgk DVD… ehhh lame la plak nak buke nih… huuhuhuhuhu… Pastu gi pasar ramadan KG Melayu Majidee…. mak oiiii…. bnyknyer bende2 yg menggugat nafsu…. aku beli popiah, karipap, murtabak ngan air cendol…. buka puase kat umah bos… tu la first day puase aku…. Umi call ckp die buke kat umah nenek… intan plak kat Lumut…. sume jauh2…. Sian Baby gurl kiter…. lame x balik umah… sian dier rindu kat parents dier….. kat adik2 dier… sian dier…. xper, as long as she is by my side, i will treat her like a princess, my own princess…. love her lots…

Today time flew by very slowly i guess… really2 slow… hmmm… Im feeling down a bit, but with no cause…. Did a testi for my bud Oren a.k.a Acong.. a good one i assume… Did ma work today while listnin to song that was supposed to cheer me up…. huhuhuhuhu, but nothin happened… Miss my "Kakak" a lot, havent seen her from the day she was married… huhuhuhu… now can call her Makcik kot…. When am i getting married???? Gotta ask dat sweet lil’ girl i call Baby… she has a lot of plans for her future, and i pledge to support her every single step…. luv her vewy2 much…. huhuhuhuhu… Notty and spoilt lil’ gurl… Sayang awak tau kambingku yg boolat…. Spent the weekends with my family and friends…. Went to see my buddy Paan’s newly born daughters… cute little human beings… seriously their cute…. Twins… huhuhuhuhu… they were so small…. later went for teh tarik with my buds at NZ… nad, ash, oren, pyan,sue wadie n kak zila n baby amsha, zaxx n yanti…. we are like one big family i guess… we do really care bout each other… huhuhuhuhu…. hmmmm… my mind is blurred, donno what to write summore… last and not least, mmmuuuaaaahhhhh for my gurl…. p/s: Yeyeyeyeyeyeyeye… esok puase… dan x lame lagik raye….