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Aarrrggghhhhhh… another week not going back to see ma gurl makes me wanna puke and faint… i cant stand it… y? coz i miss her dearly… i really2 miss her… everytime she calls i’ll get amped up… i get excited… i get a funny feeling that tingles… especially when she does her lovely and cute "hello"…. arrrggghhhh im missin her fuckin badly… i just wanna hold her tight in my arms… i wanna kiss her hair… i wanna feel her warmth… i want her to hold me, hug me and kiss me… but every night we quarrel a bit, and i’ve found out why… it’s because that we both realize that we’re too far away from each other.. there a big huge gap physically… mmmmm… i donno what to say… i just want her to know that i feel the same way she does… the same way she misses me… the same way that she needs me by her side… mmmm… i hate this fuckin feelin… i feel empty… i feel useless… all this tension is building up inside… from work… from my baby gurl… i really miss my Umi… my Baba.. my sibs… Abil… Ubayd and redza…

Alhamdulillah, abil’s hard work is starting to pay off bit by bit… they got a few deals already… but the supplies of mussels (kupang) are limited due to the rain and waves… insyaallah everything will go fine i believe… i really hope so… she’s been struggling for the company for quite a while already… stay tough gurl.. u can do it… i really believe in you…

Ubayd in the other hand is busy with his practical training at Singgahsana Hotel… He wants to be a Chef… uh uh uh uh… go on boy… do your best… make umi and baba proud… i enjoy cooking too… thats one of the loves in my life… but its been a long time since i did that… uh uh uh uh.. i hope i havent lost my touch yet…

Next week cuti… rabu kames jemaat… wanna spend time wif everyone who misses me… my boo, ma pham and ma peeps… wanna get wasted wif em… uh uh uh uh… gonna go buy presents for redza… wanna buy baby new outfits for work, she got a new job… uh uh uh uh… congrats… mmmuuuaaaaahhhhh…

I think i wanna get a new terraquarium for ma python… the current one is too small… i saw one in Pets Wonderland OU… but theres another one yg macam screen… also nicer but a wee more expensive…. uh uh uh uh… See la how…

Uh uH uH.. luper nk include lagu yg sedang haku layani… lagu nih aku tujukan utk diri aku sendiri… kengkawan aku ( U know who U R!) and especially to Abil N Sue!!!

Spider - Dari Tulang Smpi Ke Telinga!!

PENGORBANAN BUKANLAH BUAT MENCARI MEGAH NAMA,
HANYA KAU DAMBAKAN KESUNGGUHANMU MEMBELA NASIBNYA,
WARGA TAK BERDAYA…

PERJUANGAN MULA DARI JIWA,
BIAR TERANCAM NYAWA,
PERANG YANG BERKELIP,
SEKALIPUN SEKELUMIT GENTAR,
TAKKAN KAU RASAKAN,
TAK KAU RASAKAN…

MAKIN HEBAT MAKINLAH TERPANGGIL,
MAKINLAH MEMBARA SAMPAI TELINGA…
MAKIN RUMIT MAKINLAH TERANGSANG,
MAKINLAH Teriak TELINGA SAMPAI KE TULANG…

PUTEEMOOO……
SUMEMOOO…..
LAYANMOOO…..
KUTEMOOO…..

PERJUANGAN MESTINYA JANGAN DIPANDANG SIA-SIA
BIAR DIRI SIAPAKAH ENGKAU JADI TEKA TEKI
TAK MEMBERI ERTI KESAL SECEBIS

MAKIN HEBAT MAKINLAH TERPANGGIL,
MAKINLAH MEMBARA SAMPAI TELINGA…
MAKIN RUMIT MAKINLAH TERANGSANG,
MAKINLAH TELINGA SAMPAI KE TULANG…

PUTEEMOOO……
SUMEMOOO…..
LAYANMOOO…..
KUTEMOOO…..

makin hebat makin terpanggil,
membara sampai telinga…
makin rumit makin teransang,
telinga sampai ke tulang…

INI PERJALANAN AKU BUAT SEMENTARA MENGEJAR MIMPI!!!

MAKIN HEBAT MAKINLAH TERPANGGIL,
MAKINLAH MEMBARA SAMPAI TELINGA…
MAKIN RUMIT MAKINLAH TERANGSANG,
MAKINLAH TELINGA SAMPAI KE TULANG…

PUTEEMOOO…… SUMEMOOO…..
LAYANMOOO….. KUTEMOOO…..
PUTEEMOOO…… SUMEMOOO…..
LAYANMOOO….. KUTEMOOOOOOO…..

(Lirik Nih bkn lirik yg SAH, Kalau ade silap tu maafkan ehh)

Credits to the Die Hard Fans Of Spider nyer Forumers, YOU GUYS RAWKKK!!!!

Ya a awww….. wassap2 to all ma peeps out there who’s missin me/us… uh uh uh uh… holla back… sendin ma lurve through da wire and lets lite up all the fire inside… although im not physically by ur sides (which when i am, takes a lot of space.. uh uh uh uh) i’m always in ur hearts… mmmuuuaaaahhhh to all ma peeps out there… helll yeahhhhh!! No worries, im still alive and kicking ass!! With ma sidekick of course… uh uh uh uh.. ma baby boo… kire cam bonnie and clyde arr… batman and robin ker.. pape jer la… kan kan kan…

To start today’s blog… what the hell should i write huh? mmmm… Aritu gi tolong umi jage event makan2 kat putrajaya… stall kitorang arr yg antare teramai nak mamposs…. uh uh uh uh… yer arr… bende pelik kan… KUPANG… sape yg xtau kupang tu aper nnti datang umah aku, aku kasik sample… nk bli pon ader… uh uh uh uh… nih insyaallah dpt deal besar kot.. singapore ade mintak… retailers pon ader mintak… rezeki my parents and adek2 due org tu yg x pnah kenal erti penat lelah and erti mengalah… aku giler respect kat Abil N Sue (A tribute to ma sibbs, kejayaan tu x dtg dgn senang, tp bile dh berjaye nnti korang senang la kan, rezeki ade kat memaner bil, sue… i love you guys like the waves love the beaches!!!) Aku rase puas sbb adik2 aku sumer jadi manusia… jadi orang… termasuklah aku yg x berjaye mane pon, tp yg penting aku x susahkan sesaper dan aku x susahkan mak bapak aku… To all the people who doesnt believe in me, eat ma middle finger! Ah Ah Ah Ah… aku happy… umi n baba pon dh senang… tinggal nk jage Mistah Bear Jr (Phat_Redza)… burfday dier aritu, ader ke nk mintak PS2… tu kene usehe sendiri, bkn x mampu nk blikan, nk soh dier usehe… aku nk dier ade sikap appreciate ape yg dier dapat… dapat dgn usehe dier sendiri.. titik peluh sendiri… x kire la baba bagi as reward or kumpul duit sendiri.. camtu la baba ajau aku dulu… theres no easy way to own what you want… u have to work for it… uh uh uh .. tu la yg aku pegang smpi skang… ma parents have thought me well… yg baik2 tu derang la yg ajar, yg jahat2 tu aku blajar sendiri… aku tanggung sendiri… xde kene mengene ngan derang… mmm… sambung citer redza… last2 kawtim punyer kawtim… dier mintak HotWheel nyer Set… uh uh uh uh… Si Ubayd plak tgh practical… kat SinggahSana Hotel… Dier amik cullinary arts kot kat Unitar… ingat burfday dier nk blikan set pisau.. tp cam yg dier ader tu pon dh power gilerr… uh uh uh uh… aku pon tatau nk bli aper… jadi xyah la bli… wakakakaka…

Kay boyz and gurlz… peace out.. bnyk testing nk kene buat nih…

AAArrrgggghhhhh… life really is sucking in this time…. i feel empty… and its gonna be worse next week… coz i’ll be so fucking lonely…. two of my best roommates and officemates are gone…. coz this company is soooo fucked up… and the saddest thing is, i cant do anything about it…. biyyatch… but i wont stop them from going, bcoz its their fate… mmmmm…. may all the luck in this fucking world be with them, rezeki ade kat mane2 dudes…. just search for it…

Arituh lepak ngan ubayd, dier layan citer my heart… aku x tengok sgt sbb citer tu cam jiwang heavy jer…. tp lagu dier sedap…. lagu My Heart :

Disini kau dan aku
Terbiasa bersama
Menjalani kasih sayang
Bahagia kudenganmu

Pernahkah kau menguntai
Hari paling indah
Ku ukir nama kita berdua
Disini surga kita

Bila kita mencintai yg lain
Mungkin kah hati ini akan tegar
Sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah
Sayang ku akan hilang

If u love somebody
Could it be this strong
I will fight to win
Our love will conquer all
Wouldn’t risk my love
Even just one night
Our love will stay in my heart
My heart…

Baby dh dapat keter…. kelise kaler putih.. auto… dh tukau spot rim myvii sbb baby wat mejik… uh uh uh uh…. nih dh ok dh keter dier…. mmmm… syg arr kat dier… syg gilerrrr…. raye celebrations tahun nih kat JB… meriah giler… sumer adik beradik my mom raye saner…. uh uh uh uh… macam2 citer ader nih… si redza berjaya memperdayekan my dad to buy him fireworks… bnyk plak tu… sbb dier berjaye bagi 3 good reasons why my dad should buy him fireworks…. ade satu tu cam roket, besar gilerr… lawa arr…. pastu macam2 lagik arr…. pagi petang siang malam dier main mercun…. dan dier juge dgn majiknyer berjaye mengepau aku kasut baru dan baju raye walaupun dh selambak mum i belikan… uh uh uh uh… dier nyer baju raye dier pilih sendiri tahun nih… kaler purple/blue thai silk yg two tone… dier nk gak baju tu walaupon xder org lain pki baju kaler tu dlm family i… uh uh uh… pemilihan baju2 raye dier tahun nih adalah berlainan dari tahun2 sblm nih… dier lebih matang membeli dan design2 pakaian adalah very up to date dan ala2 hiphop…. sape la agaknyer idola pemakaian dier… wakakakaka….

Aku pon dh tatau nk tulih mender nih, prot tgh sakit… kapla banyak pusing…. too many things to write makes me wanna vomit… chowwzzz….