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Aarrrggghhhhhh… another week not going back to see ma gurl makes me wanna puke and faint… i cant stand it… y? coz i miss her dearly… i really2 miss her… everytime she calls i’ll get amped up… i get excited… i get a funny feeling that tingles… especially when she does her lovely and cute "hello"…. arrrggghhhh im missin her fuckin badly… i just wanna hold her tight in my arms… i wanna kiss her hair… i wanna feel her warmth… i want her to hold me, hug me and kiss me… but every night we quarrel a bit, and i’ve found out why… it’s because that we both realize that we’re too far away from each other.. there a big huge gap physically… mmmmm… i donno what to say… i just want her to know that i feel the same way she does… the same way she misses me… the same way that she needs me by her side… mmmm… i hate this fuckin feelin… i feel empty… i feel useless… all this tension is building up inside… from work… from my baby gurl… i really miss my Umi… my Baba.. my sibs… Abil… Ubayd and redza…

Alhamdulillah, abil’s hard work is starting to pay off bit by bit… they got a few deals already… but the supplies of mussels (kupang) are limited due to the rain and waves… insyaallah everything will go fine i believe… i really hope so… she’s been struggling for the company for quite a while already… stay tough gurl.. u can do it… i really believe in you…

Ubayd in the other hand is busy with his practical training at Singgahsana Hotel… He wants to be a Chef… uh uh uh uh… go on boy… do your best… make umi and baba proud… i enjoy cooking too… thats one of the loves in my life… but its been a long time since i did that… uh uh uh uh.. i hope i havent lost my touch yet…

Next week cuti… rabu kames jemaat… wanna spend time wif everyone who misses me… my boo, ma pham and ma peeps… wanna get wasted wif em… uh uh uh uh… gonna go buy presents for redza… wanna buy baby new outfits for work, she got a new job… uh uh uh uh… congrats… mmmuuuaaaaahhhhh…

I think i wanna get a new terraquarium for ma python… the current one is too small… i saw one in Pets Wonderland OU… but theres another one yg macam screen… also nicer but a wee more expensive…. uh uh uh uh… See la how…

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